Daily Card for 4/14/20 – Coatlicue
We’ve been talking a lot about grief lately but today’s card is for those of you who are avoiding it. You might be pretending everything is fine or even avoiding disconnecting with someone because you know it will be painful even though it’s necessary. You might be doing everything you can to distract yourself from your grief but you are only prolonging and intensifying the inevitable.
Your grief honors the love that existed, the death of what you hoped and thought your life would be, how they (or even “it”) contributed to how you define yourself as a person. It comes dressed as fear, anger, doubt, guilt, and a gazillion other difficult emotions, but on the other side of it all is peace and creation.
A large part of all this is fear of change and trying to figure out what to do with the void that is left. It requires you to explore a little and that can be difficult and daunting when you keep trying to fill it with the wrong things. Now there is no “one- size-fits-all” here, but I advise you to create as much possible and don’t try so hard to find “your purpose” just find a little purpose to add into your life and it will bloom.